PANACEA...or...Wishful Thinking??

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It couldnt just get better.. A road that fate had generously laid out for me was inviting me to trudge along like a weary loser.. And I obliged.. Despite having a chance to detour at any point of time, i was uninterested and content on leading an unmeaningful existence.. I am no different from a sloth.. Barely managing to walk on the path of time not realizing that each step is one closer to the end of my life.. 'The time Axis' as mathematicians would say, was a red carpet for me.. With every quantum of time passing by, I left behind no legacy, just mere dusty footmarks which just signified that 'i was there!'.. Or rather 'I too was there!'.. My eyes are bleeding, my hopes misleading..The spirit is just fading away.. I was embossed on a stone of mediocrity.. A no hoper I was.. All i am looking for is a goddamn panacea, a cure for this disease..
Maybe I may... Maybe I will


"Trapped in a lonely body,
I’m losin' control
can't show my emotions and
I’m losing my soul
could it be that I’m obsessed with feeding my disease
I couldn't make it know that hidden things that no one sees

Yeah loser I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser

Fighting a losing battle
pretending to win
repenting to holy unknowns
pretending to sin
all I do is hide the wounds where blood just won't congeal
couldn't ever take my soul 'cos isn't there to steal

Yeah loser I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser

Though I’m the loser there is no winner there's nothing left to win
the hidden reasons now in deletion are lost in sin
so heed my warning the time is dawning I’ll tell you here's the twist the truth is lying below the surface I don't exist

Loser I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser

Seeing is not believing
it don't mean a thing
although it appears to be
that the loser is king
i can understand that what you see you think
is real but underneath the surface is a wound that cannot heal

Yeah loser I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser loser
I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser loser I’m a secret loser"

-OZZY